It has been some time, since I decided and swore to myself, that I will never ever again visit Miss Anna’s website. I simply realized, that she is too powerful for me, and I have no other choice to resist the power she has over me, but to quit all communication with her at one moment, once and for all.
For almost a year I didn’t click on her site, didn’t use nor even visit my twitter account, and finally, sweet oblivion came: There were certain days I didn’t even realize, that Miss Anna exists at all.
One such day, I was searching something in my e-mail box, and I noticed there is a long list of notifications from twitter in the unwanted messages folder. And, just from curiosity, I click on one of these notifications. I didn’t expect anything wrong to happen – I was deeply convinced that Miss Anna is past for me, she no longer possesses any power over me, and I am free to live my life on.
This conviction was terminated by one single look at Miss Anna’s latest post. On the photo attached to it, she looked so elegant, so intelligent, so seductive and mesmerizing – as always, as in the dark dream which haunted me for months and which I foolishly supposed to be finally over.
For many slaves, getting the much desired maximum satisfaction from their online dominatrix is something I’ve come to realize is very relative, as this depends on every submissive. Just like every dominant has their ways they run their sessions, just like that the submissive is turned on by different things. When a submissive feels that his fantasies are not being adequately fulfilled, he is certain to find satisfaction at the feet of another dominatrix who can properly dominate him.
Recently, I came across a very interesting and passionate submissive who is quite obsessed with bondage and discipline. He is into bdsm, he is turned on by the fantasy of being handcuffed, gagged, and whipped by a strict and cruel dominatrix.
After posting my slave’s testimonial on his findom addiction I received a gazillion of messages, people asking me about this slave t, even a submissive’s gf asked me advice about how she can make her sub spoil her more. I haven’t even replied to her because I was puzzled by the question but I thought I should write about this here so that I avoid further questions and bring my some clarifications about my side of this findom story.
The findom cliche
First of all I think “findom” has become some kind of a cliche and in spite of that I must admit I still use this hashtag often on twitter and on my profiles, just because of lack of inspiration, I don’t know what other word to use to reveal my greedy nature, and that is: my love for pretty little things that bring me so much joy, just like shoes, jewellery, nice leather outfits and other sexy luxurious things. I do love to shop, travel and enjoy my life to the fullest so I think the word pretty much describes what I like and the way I am like a person…Some might call this kind of person a “bitch” but I wouldn’t go that far, I think when it comes to me, I can be called an independent and at the same time a spoiled woman.
Some of my best experiences as a mistress are usually when I get spoiled by my submissive. Many times I’ve had them buy me nice gifts, tributing and contributing financially to my luxurious lifestyle. They enjoy the feeling of being my financial slaves and they always want to please me with what they can, that is…their wallet.
To begin this testimonial essay, I’d like to start with a brief introduction and past experiences of being one of many of Miss Anna’s privileged chastity slaves. My journey as Miss Anna’s slave/servant initiated when I met her via online in 2009, from there on out, I have been mostly kept secured in permanent male chastity. Today, I still feel grateful to have the opportunity to still have a place at her feet in servitude and submission.
As you can see I started posting more here, since I realized I should do it more often. You have been asking me about this, if I read your mail and if it’s good to be posted here, so here I am doing it. I received this from a chastity slave, one of a few of my slaves that are in chastity. He decided he could share a bit of his moments “in prison” just like he always describes it when he desperately tries to convince me to unlock him. But no, I am never convinced, he will stay chastised. I don’t know for how long. Maybe forever?
I am writing this post not only for my sissies but for all potential sissies and submissives that are considering taking this path but are undecided about it, or unsure or confused about what it involves.
First I have to say I am overwhelmed by the number of messages I’ve got in my inbox from my submissives who wanted to be featured here with their fantasies and posts they wrote for me. I’ve been meaning to post them but I thought it wouldn’t be fair to do that without me writing something first …since it’s my blog after all.
So here are some things that happened since the last time I wrote here: a trip to Lisbon, followed by an award for my site DominantMiss, and then a lot of new shoes happened too. The thing is I’ve been so busy online that I didn’t have time to write on here, but I did make time to post on twitter almost every day. If you want to check whether I am online or not, the best way is to check my twitter, I always make sure to let you know about important things and updates.
So you’re probably wondering now why I chose this title…It all has to do with my trip to Lisbon and being invited to the Live Cam Awards as one of the co-hosts there.
That involved giving awards to other hosts who were voted as the best cam models in 2018. The action took place in Portugal, close to Lisbon, in Casino Estoril, in a beautiful location that made you feel like a star, all the lights were shining so bright, and the atmosphere there was surreal!
As a proud lady boss, I enjoy it so much to train all of my submissives to become loyal and to remain faithful to me and me alone. They forget about everything else when they’re with me because I make them feel owned and controlled. I always make sure that they fully serve me according to my mood and desire, and what happens is that somehow I make them want to come back for more.
It is just like I wrote earlier in one my previous posts where some submissives freaked out thinking they could resist serving me only to come back later after they realize that they cannot live without their master.
I recently received a mail from a submissive who was going through the exact same situation. He admitted he couldn’t make up his mind whether to continue under my control or not, and felt that I was making him less of himself and so he wanted to “break away” but he soon realised that his desire to be controlled was far greater than the urge to let go. After a few days of intense struggle with himself, he couldn’t help but return and surrender to me… this time for good he says.
Here is what he wrote:
“My love for Miss Anna knows no bounds, it is like a burning flame that keeps me safe and warm from the freezing cold. I have never felt more alive than when in the company of Miss Anna. She is the only dominatrix that truly understands me and I feel like I’ve known her forever. I’ve been around a couple femdom sites in search of a true dominatrix that can satisfy my wishes of being controlled and she has surpassed them all in every aspect.
Miss Anna is one lady boss that I would describe as the perfect mistress. She has all the features and characteristic of a real lady boss, and she is exceedingly good at what she does – a true master of her craft.
Last few days I was offline to enjoy some “me time”, so when I decided to check out my messages, I found an interesting email. It’s always nice to see that my loyal submissives are checking up on me when I am away, I always appreciate the messages you send, showing your worship, it really makes me happy to see that I am missed. In my last post I challenged you to share with me your fantasies, and I did receive quite a few. But for now this one email caught my attention.
This sissy has been trained by me for about a year now, he is into feminization. At first he said he wants to become the best and to truly fulfill his sissy wishes. And because I think he has the potential to become a perfect sissy slut I started training him. Long story short here’s what he wrote:
“Getting to meet Miss Anna was a life-changing experience for me. I can vividly remember the first night we chatted. It was a quiet evening, after one of those long days at work. I was surfing the net for some femdom stuff when I came across her femdom profile on twitter. This intrigued me because I have always had this inner craving to surrender to a powerful Goddess and to dress up and get more feminine.