I have this little substance abuse problem… expensive footwear.
I didn’t know I was addicted until I tried to stop…
A few days ago one of my loyal submissives sent me an email in which he wrote about his shoe obsession, with the intention of me sharing it here with everybody. I thought it would be only fair if I wrote my own story first before posting his. After all, it’s my blog and I decided i should write more about me on here. I also think it wouldn’t be complete without my point of view on this important subject, that is shoes. I already get many many questions and comments from subs who keep asking me things about my shoes. At first I was surprised by this curiosity, but then I understood it is normal, I do have many pairs!!
I didn’t know what to name this post, but here are some things about me I wouldn’t normally talk about. So here it goes:
why I do this
Is a question I hear pretty often and here is a chance to write about it so I don’t have to write the answers as often as it would normally be necessary. I chose to do this (webcam thing) because it gives me independence, I can control my life, my schedule, not have a boss or anyone telling me what to do. Financial independence would be something else, but that I would have had by doing anything I would have set up my mind to do. But the freedom it gives me is important to me so I can travel and do all the things that are called superficial.
I love feeling and looking pretty, being dressed up and wearing nice shoes, I also love nice conversations and open minded people so all of these things are checked when doing this.
First I have to say I am overwhelmed by the number of messages I’ve got in my inbox from my submissives who wanted to be featured here with their fantasies and posts they wrote for me. I’ve been meaning to post them but I thought it wouldn’t be fair to do that without me writing something first …since it’s my blog after all.
So here are some things that happened since the last time I wrote here: a trip to Lisbon, followed by an award for my site DominantMiss, and then a lot of new shoes happened too. The thing is I’ve been so busy online that I didn’t have time to write on here, but I did make time to post on twitter almost every day. If you want to check whether I am online or not, the best way is to check my twitter, I always make sure to let you know about important things and updates.
So you’re probably wondering now why I chose this title…It all has to do with my trip to Lisbon and being invited to the Live Cam Awards as one of the co-hosts there.
That involved giving awards to other hosts who were voted as the best cam models in 2018. The action took place in Portugal, close to Lisbon, in Casino Estoril, in a beautiful location that made you feel like a star, all the lights were shining so bright, and the atmosphere there was surreal!
As a proud lady boss, I enjoy it so much to train all of my submissives to become loyal and to remain faithful to me and me alone. They forget about everything else when they’re with me because I make them feel owned and controlled. I always make sure that they fully serve me according to my mood and desire, and what happens is that somehow I make them want to come back for more.
It is just like I wrote earlier in one my previous posts where some submissives freaked out thinking they could resist serving me only to come back later after they realize that they cannot live without their master.
I recently received a mail from a submissive who was going through the exact same situation. He admitted he couldn’t make up his mind whether to continue under my control or not, and felt that I was making him less of himself and so he wanted to “break away” but he soon realised that his desire to be controlled was far greater than the urge to let go. After a few days of intense struggle with himself, he couldn’t help but return and surrender to me… this time for good he says.
Here is what he wrote:
“My love for Miss Anna knows no bounds, it is like a burning flame that keeps me safe and warm from the freezing cold. I have never felt more alive than when in the company of Miss Anna. She is the only dominatrix that truly understands me and I feel like I’ve known her forever. I’ve been around a couple femdom sites in search of a true dominatrix that can satisfy my wishes of being controlled and she has surpassed them all in every aspect.
Miss Anna is one lady boss that I would describe as the perfect mistress. She has all the features and characteristic of a real lady boss, and she is exceedingly good at what she does – a true master of her craft.
I know I haven’t posted on here for a long time, that wasn’t my plan…I just got caught up with stuff…
Alright, I haven’t been that busy … I just chose to spend my time relaxing 🙂 Whew I guess it wasn’t that hard to admit the truth…I’ve been busy hanging out with friends, shopping, sunbathing, loots of shopping, getting spoiled at the spa, at the salon, you know…
important stuffgirl stuff.
I think all the girls should feel spoiled like that. Even if it means neglecting your femdomme blog lol …but at least in the summer time when everybody is getting their vacations, just get that time for yourself to pamper yourself.
There is no secret that there are a lot of submissives out there. the difference between them is their willingness to submit. Some are more submissive, while some are almost not submissive at all…but they have a fetish that is in the area of “submission”.
During this decade that I’ve been in the bdsm world I’ve had the chance to meet all types of submissive, not so many slaves, and so many so called submissives. The problem is when they think they are subs but they keep behaving like vanilla ones, and in their head they have a problem that the mistress is not meeting their needs. That’s why I’ve always loved people who knew what they wanted.
As some of you asked to know me better, here is more about ME:
-things in my bag that I love:
Newest presents from you guys. Big thanks. I know I shouldn’t thank you but I just want to encourage you, my puppies, to keep tributing and send gifts! I just love it!!
I love the purse, the earrings not to mention the ipad, the perfume… but the most I love the cash. Thank you slave billy. I’m already thinking of a new vacation, since you already sent me the purse I wanted, my puppy, and I could not be prouder of you. As a reward you may take off your chastity this week! Oh yes this is such good news I know 🙂 This is what happens when you’re good!
Love my presents and love my puppies…when they behave like this. I simply love being spoiled and that is why I added more things I love to my wish list…