This was quite usual evening / night when I met Mistress Anna for the first time. It was on camcontacts. I immediately fell for her while reading her profile and just got into the text chat. I may be a rather pathetic boy who is not able to do private chats pretty often, but I really had an eye opening time with Mistress Anna.
My lingerie fetish started for good when I was 17 when I served online for the first time. That Lady told me to have some fun with some lingerie (the way I aquired it will be a bit of mystery now). She wanted me to start slowly and just masturbate with it on. So I did. That time I even had no thoughts how this journey will last and to what direction it will lead me. As I See now it let towards Mistress Anna.
The day we met I already had some experience with wearing lingerie, had a “small” collection of lingerie and toys, had some sissy experiences with joi, sph, verbal humiliation, exposing some of my pics in private mailing exchange and on certain profiles like fetlife or collarspace and tiny experience with anal and cei. Along that Mistress convinced me to publish my sissy pics for her on agreed terms of course as she might be harsh but she really cares for her slaves. It started for good, Lady reviewed my collection, my toys, my experience, she did ask me a lot of questions to know me better and to make me feel safe.
I’ve always known since a long time that I was meant to be a beta slave but I’ve had a hard time finding the right mistress to fulfill my fantasy until I came across Miss Anna’s chat. The issue that always came up was that I’ve always needed just the right amount of humiliation, combined with the right about of seduction coming from a mistress. I’ve always imagined the right mistress more like a Goddess between mortals: beautiful, seductive, powerful, superior.
Usually, when I get attracted to the other sex I start to feel weak and crave to bow to their feminine dominance. This was exactly the kind of feeling I had during my first encounter with Miss Anna, and hers was over the roof so I had no choice but to surrender to her, and ever since I made that decision, there has been no looking back.
Over the years, I’ve grown to accept my fate as a beta slave. Whenever I find myself in a relationship with any woman, I get the natural feeling to be submissive to her. I fantasise that women only date me in order that I become their cuckold or servant or sissy maid. And because it’s so hard to come across a genuine dominant woman in real life, I’m always looking online for the right mistress.
As a beta slave, I’m totally aware of the fact that women aren’t attracted to me because of my looks or anything, but simply because they recognize me as beta. Miss Anna has been my favorite mistress who fully understands me and my beta needs, but she also uses her sex appeal in order to make me weaker than I already am. She teases me and makes fun of me, making me do humiliating tasks and perform degrading acts just to please her.
Being a sissy comes with a lot of perks and at the same time can be a little frustrating especially when it comes to applying makeup and dressing up. Every sissy wishes to achieve a perfect feminine appearance and therefore, are more than willing to spend a lot of their time and resources to achieve that goal.
Let’s face it, when a sissy sees all of these amazing images and videos of celebrity makeup, they can only hope that their efforts will be at least close to such perfection. Sadly, many sissies who are just starting out and wanting to progress to completely passing as a female in the real world always find applying makeup to be a huge challenge for them.
As a mistress who specializes in online domination and fetish role plays, I’ve had several chances of coming across a lot of sissies who are not too happy with their makeup and wish that it could be better. They are mostly at loss as to what makeup product to use and sissy wears to buy and how best to apply the makeup products that they buy.
Though Youtube has been of some help to sissies who want to learn how to properly apply their makeup and clothing, most of the tips and tricks in the videos showcased there provide conflicting instructions and are filled with people saying different things.
Many times I’ve had to deal with questions from sissies like, how can I get a healthy facial skin? What are the best techniques for shaving my beard? What can I use to groom/ wax my brows? What are the best clothing items to wear as a sissy? And so many more.
Well, if you’re one of the sissies who are at crossroads on how to apply makeup and dress more feminine I have some good news for you. I’ve been able to compile some tips and tricks of my own that can help you become better at being a sissy and achieving your dream of becoming more feminine.
I am writing this post not only for my sissies but for all potential sissies and submissives that are considering taking this path but are undecided about it, or unsure or confused about what it involves.
These weeks I haven’t posted since I was busy. When I wasn’t just relaxing or shopping or doing something I really enjoy, I was online training my submissives.
You will wonder why I keep bringing shopping into discussion here on the blog, well first of all because it’s something I really love, and secondly because I want to inspire you, to do more of what you love. Life is short and you should really follow my example and do more of that which you love.
Now back to what I was saying…training my submissives… Mostly sissies. Somehow they are attracted to me. I think they get it that I get them. I am good with sissies, I love to train them, tell them how to be better and better each day. And I am so proud when they are getting better at being more feminine or sluttier. Because that is the purpose, to become better at it, like with all things. Yes you can be better at being a sissy. You can put on a sexier lipstick or blush or highlighter and instantly look so more girly and sexy.
The second way you can become a better sissy is taking care of your appearance, and I’m not talking about make up this time…but about lingerie. You can wear lingerie that is so sexy and girly, or simply naughty. There are so many nuances to being a sissy, and you can do it in so many ways. And of course the process can be accelerated in the presence of a good Mistress that can guide you, push you in the right direction, show you the precise steps you can take.
These days I had quite a few sissies visiting Me and begging Me to have them exposed. And this is one of my favorite things to do. For some reasons I’ve always had a thing for true sissies. Maybe the fact that they are so feminine, so eager to become slutty and to dress up in such lovely outfits…or just panties, but each time I managed to get them sluttier and sluttier. This week for me, in my online chat, it has been about sissies, every day had at least a couple of them come by and tell me how they wanted me to make them dirtier and better and better at becoming more feminine. Maybe because I have this tendency to listen and observe so I can see what they lack and what can be better about them. I do care about how slutty they are and how sluttier they could become if they followed some of my tips. That’s why I’ve always had such a good connection with sissy slaves. Now I am going to expose just the sissies that requested that.
Sissy jenna is one of my newest sissies. I have turned him into a sissy, just after I started looking deep into his eyes, getting him so weak for me, as weak as he has never been before in his life time.
He accepted to get intoxicated for me, obeying my every word. He started drinking for me, like a good boy, then he started drinking more and more, until he completely got weak, he became mine, my property. To this moment, he is mine, he belongs to me, I can’t say otherwise. He has proven so.
His computer is in my hands, I used his accounts, including pp. I used his pc so I do with my own hands what he should have done with his, that is tribute Me.
He was forced to obey Me, so he had no choice and let my hands to the work on his pc. I made him a woman, I turned him into a slut and I intend to keep it that way as long as I feel to. He is afraid he is going to lose me, as he wants me to be mine forever. He said I changed his life, and I believe him, since his wife is one step from getting a divorce. He is nearly broke, and I like it. Because it’s all for ME. As it should be.
Sissy slut rosy strikes again…this time she’s a pink slut, and you’ll see why haha
She has 2 new sets of lingerie so I made her put them on and model them for me:
Can you imagine it? This sissy slut put on lipstick, stockings, bra even a pink wig. So she was a pink slut for me. It amused me so much to see how rosy sucked cock. And when she got the toy close to her clitty, guess what, big difference. She would have loved to have such a big one. Poor little sissy rosy!!
Look at how slutty sissy rose is wearing lipstick and blush, the only thing missing is a wig, which she is going to get soon
Look at how hilarious she is with this make up and that thing on her head that makes her look like a muslim slut!! And look at how small his cock is, even the lipstick is bigger than sissy rosy’s cock hahahaha