This was quite usual evening / night when I met Mistress Anna for the first time. It was on camcontacts. I immediately fell for her while reading her profile and just got into the text chat. I may be a rather pathetic boy who is not able to do private chats pretty often, but I really had an eye opening time with Mistress Anna.
My lingerie fetish started for good when I was 17 when I served online for the first time. That Lady told me to have some fun with some lingerie (the way I aquired it will be a bit of mystery now). She wanted me to start slowly and just masturbate with it on. So I did. That time I even had no thoughts how this journey will last and to what direction it will lead me. As I See now it let towards Mistress Anna.
The day we met I already had some experience with wearing lingerie, had a “small” collection of lingerie and toys, had some sissy experiences with joi, sph, verbal humiliation, exposing some of my pics in private mailing exchange and on certain profiles like fetlife or collarspace and tiny experience with anal and cei. Along that Mistress convinced me to publish my sissy pics for her on agreed terms of course as she might be harsh but she really cares for her slaves. It started for good, Lady reviewed my collection, my toys, my experience, she did ask me a lot of questions to know me better and to make me feel safe.
I’ve always known since a long time that I was meant to be a beta slave but I’ve had a hard time finding the right mistress to fulfill my fantasy until I came across Miss Anna’s chat. The issue that always came up was that I’ve always needed just the right amount of humiliation, combined with the right about of seduction coming from a mistress. I’ve always imagined the right mistress more like a Goddess between mortals: beautiful, seductive, powerful, superior.
Usually, when I get attracted to the other sex I start to feel weak and crave to bow to their feminine dominance. This was exactly the kind of feeling I had during my first encounter with Miss Anna, and hers was over the roof so I had no choice but to surrender to her, and ever since I made that decision, there has been no looking back.
Over the years, I’ve grown to accept my fate as a beta slave. Whenever I find myself in a relationship with any woman, I get the natural feeling to be submissive to her. I fantasise that women only date me in order that I become their cuckold or servant or sissy maid. And because it’s so hard to come across a genuine dominant woman in real life, I’m always looking online for the right mistress.
As a beta slave, I’m totally aware of the fact that women aren’t attracted to me because of my looks or anything, but simply because they recognize me as beta. Miss Anna has been my favorite mistress who fully understands me and my beta needs, but she also uses her sex appeal in order to make me weaker than I already am. She teases me and makes fun of me, making me do humiliating tasks and perform degrading acts just to please her.
I received an email from a submissive about pantyhose so I thought I should write an introduction to it, so you can have my point of view too on this important subject. Almost every day I would have someone come in my chat and tell me about their nylon passion, so immediately I would say how I love nylon too (obviously) and all kinds of it, including pantyhose and stockings. I actually have a thing for all nice and soft feeling fabrics such as satin, lace, silk, nylon, and all other similar ones that feel good when you touch them. I am a very highly sensitive person, you know how some people have a well developed sense when it comes to sounds, music, I am the contrary of that, but I am good when it comes to visual things, I can remember where things are in space, and also my sense of touch is quite developed too, meaning that I can recognize fabrics just by touching them even if I were to be blindfolded.
I received an email from one of my regular loyal submissives who loves to be hypnotized by me.
Hypnosis fetish, otherwise known as hypnofetish is a unique but quite common type of fetish that has been around for a while. It is unique in the sense that, those who practice the hypnosis fetish have their sexuality centered on a strange psychological phenomenon.
For most men, their hypnosis fetish could be triggered by the seductive gaze of a good-looking mistress. I often come across such submissives who have a thing for this. I have been receiving compliments on my eyes for as long as I can remember, but back then I didn’t know the power that my eyes really have. Even to this day I keep receiving compliments on them and it seems that with my new hair color, my eyes stand out even more.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence the fact that this sub of mine came to my chatroom, right after my hair color change, either way, I love the attention my eyes are getting. Sometimes I’d be wearing a new pair of high heels or new dress and my eyes get more compliments than anything else. My eyes have also been said to have hypnotizing powers over many subs.
When it comes to fetishes in general, nothing comes close to feet and toes in notoriety. Be that as it may, with regards to clothing, shoes might not be men’s deepest fantasy, as they tend to be very neglected. But this is why I want to write this post (with slave mischa’s contribution) and bring them into the spot light because they deserve their place here on my blog.
The stiletto fetish might not be so well known, but it is a sort of fetish that has been in existence for some time and has been one of my favorite things to explore because of my deep and obsessive passion for high heels.
A typical stiletto lover has different likes and dislikes when it comes to shoes. It’s not the same for everyone. For instance, as a woman with an obsession for shoes I have my own preferences, I like my high heels to reveal my feet, but not a whole lot of them, I like them to be high but not too high. And the same goes for a stiletto fetishist, he admires different things in his mistress’ shoes.
Just like we see the world differently, people see shoes differently. And it’s all because there are so many details to be admired in a shoe: its beautiful sexy shape, its pointy tip, and high heel, essentially everything about the stiletto shoes and what makes them special.
As a mistress in the online female domination world, I get to meet many submissives who are particularly obsessed with one slave fantasy or the other. It is not uncommon to find these submissives browsing around femdom sites looking for a dominatrix to completely control and discipline them.
So many of my online sessions have been characterized by instances where a submissive would reveal his fetish for the feeling of being controlled by a dominatrix. The thought of having to give up their freedom, to them, is the best break from the reality and the normal boredom and certainty of everyday life. Sometimes, I find that when they don’t know what is going to happen next, they’re the most excited they’ve been that whole week. When they lose control of what they are allowed to do. When you normally are in control 100% of the time, you love losing !% of that control in a femdom chat.
I’ve dominated with all kinds of submissives who have kinky femdom and BDSM fantasies for months and some even years. They love engaging in various kinds of BDSM activities such as rope bondage, cbt, chastity, edge play, and all kinds of role plays. Some prefer dominance and submission, while some even having their computer controlled. They feel they lose all freedom over their lives that are controlled this way by me.
Unfortunately, not many submissives find the dominatrix or mistress they’re into – one who can truly understand their deepest fetish desires and fulfill their femdom fetishes. They browse web pages upon web pages of BDSM and female domination sites hoping to find the perfect dominatrix for their femdom fantasy.
It has been some time, since I decided and swore to myself, that I will never ever again visit Miss Anna’s website. I simply realized, that she is too powerful for me, and I have no other choice to resist the power she has over me, but to quit all communication with her at one moment, once and for all.
For almost a year I didn’t click on her site, didn’t use nor even visit my twitter account, and finally, sweet oblivion came: There were certain days I didn’t even realize, that Miss Anna exists at all.
One such day, I was searching something in my e-mail box, and I noticed there is a long list of notifications from twitter in the unwanted messages folder. And, just from curiosity, I click on one of these notifications. I didn’t expect anything wrong to happen – I was deeply convinced that Miss Anna is past for me, she no longer possesses any power over me, and I am free to live my life on.
This conviction was terminated by one single look at Miss Anna’s latest post. On the photo attached to it, she looked so elegant, so intelligent, so seductive and mesmerizing – as always, as in the dark dream which haunted me for months and which I foolishly supposed to be finally over.
For many slaves, getting the much desired maximum satisfaction from their online dominatrix is something I’ve come to realize is very relative, as this depends on every submissive. Just like every dominant has their ways they run their sessions, just like that the submissive is turned on by different things. When a submissive feels that his fantasies are not being adequately fulfilled, he is certain to find satisfaction at the feet of another dominatrix who can properly dominate him.
Recently, I came across a very interesting and passionate submissive who is quite obsessed with bondage and discipline. He is into bdsm, he is turned on by the fantasy of being handcuffed, gagged, and whipped by a strict and cruel dominatrix.
I received this report from My good slave herb, and I was surprised, because it’s even better than the first, maybe his skills have improved, but the way he writes says a lot about how he completed the task that I told him. He put a lot of effort into writing it and I tend to believe he put as much effort into putting on his collar, his slave hood, prisoner transport cuffs -and I would have advised for a gag too -maybe next time? For some reason I like the idea that my slaves punishment can be extreme especially when gagged and nothing will be heard. But I am very proud of slave herb’s accomplishment of staying knelt in the dark, for four hours this time!! Good job herb. And now his report:
A second Task for Goddess
It was with great anticipation and trepidation that i agreed to complete the second task that Goddess commanded. It is a privilege serving Goddess. She is the manifestation of beauty, intelligence and humanity. i greatly enjoy the time that we are able to chat and it is my most sincere desire to please Her in every way that i am able.
The second task was to double the time duration of the first. In other words, Goddess commanded me to kneel naked in a corner for four hours. i eagerly agreed and undertook this assignment with the expectation of making Her smile.
She has commanded that i stay locked in chastity for the next nine and one/half months. i loved being under Her control, but wish She physically held the key. Yes, it is a huge test of faith holding one’s own key because in a minute one could free himself, however, having the key held is more symbolic of slavery and even if one had the choice, he couldn’t exercise that choice to free. Also, by not physically having the key, it makes me more of Your prisoner, and i love that thought.
i brought the same implements for this task – the collar, slave hood, prisoner transport cuffs (ankle and wrists connected). This time though, i made one minor adjustment – i drilled an “O” ring into the wall to provide security, and then when i was collared and hooded, i locked a small chain to the O rings on the wall and collar forcing me to kneel with head bowed in reverence to Goddess. i then locked the ankle and wrist cuffs and physically i was Your prisoner once again and obeying Your desire for me to kneel in reverence to You.
Finally, it was time. i shackled my ankles together and then gagged myself. i put the leather slave hood on, attached the collar and then locked the four locks and carefully put the keys at a place where i could reach when it was time to free myself. i then attached the short chain to the collar and then to the O ring on the wall. i was immediately forced into a subservient position, with head bowed to the floor. Finally, i attached the handcuffs. i was now helpless kneeling with head bowed to Goddess Anna.
During my period of worship, i thought of many things…. i thought of Goddess and admired Her sensual form of domination, but i also believe that She is an advocate of domination by controlling a slave’s mind and thoughts. That is my firm belief in my submission, dominate my mind and i will be Her’s forever. Certainly, i love the bondage and physical aspects of servitude, but owning and controlling my mind is of paramount importance.
The aspect of chastity and imprisonment is also intriguing to me. The thought of being locked in a chastity belt and yielding total control to Goddess is intoxicating. There is something to be said of doing it willingly and based on trust, but there is also the exotic of enforced chastity. i am a slave who seeks to yield total and absolute control either voluntarily or by being enforced.
i chose to worship Goddess and one day i hope that She decides to own me, my mind, body and soul, and make me Hers.
Finally, about 4 and one/half hours later, i struggled to free myself from Her bonds. Once freed, i felt much more submissive and was willing to obey Her every command but just as importantly, i knew that Goddess Anna was THE dominant, sensual and also aggressive when She had to be, Lady i truly wanted to serve….